may not seem like a long time to you but i am uberly yay and happiness
we actually hung out . u see.... cos well we couldnt hang out on the 1st month anniversay....which sucked but yeah. we saw national treasure....... it was ok...... it just seemed whenever they had a problem it was fixed rather easily and nicolas cage didnt really get into his character......yeah... i was like: "his names ben? fuck no! its nicolas cage ! get it right biotches!" i probably slaughtered the spelling of his name and i dont care at all. not one bit. nope. ok so yeah we were gonna see spongebob but we decided against it cos i was like i want to see this it might actually stimulate my brain cells.....i mean yes it was thrilling at times and i did jump at some things and say "woahhhhh...creepy" to things but i give it an overall C+ it was good but it couldve been sooooooooo much better.
ohhhhhhhhh and i saw a mad oldie but goodie friend i havent seen in forver plus more time
shain was like "he seems nice" and i was like "shain if pawl hadnt been there one day, i would be dead right now b/c of suicide.. he saved me..he called the ambulance. dude this kid rocks." i said this to shain when we got in his truck
he just hugged me mad tight........ i think i saw a tear fall but i'm not sure...........
i really love shain and i'm so glad i'm wih him...........
today though i was wishing a couple things and i felt so horrrible about it...... i was wishing he was more intellectual and taller. the taller thing i dimissed and said phoeey baloney to. but .. i mean shain is smart but i wish i could discuss books with him and i cant and it sucks............i mean he makes me smile and i love what we have but i'm just a lil bookworm and i wanna discuss and shit........
well i'm heading to the shower i feel stinky
ps- our dance group thingy made it to finals! yay for everything!